Q: Why is it that I always doubt ideas that I myself presented a minute ago?
A: The truth is that everything changes within you all the time. The contradictions in you astonish you, and indeed it is astonishing to see how such many contradictory views can exist at the same time in one person, especially when changing from one minute to the next. This, in fact, is how you are taught that everything is given to you from Above, that everything stems from the Creator, where all the contradictions merge into a single perfection.
And it is thanks to that merging, and your closeness with the Creator, that you’ll be able to attain the contradictions within you.