The World Is Built By Our Prayers
People
think that prayer relates to religion and religious people, and that it
is removed from regular, secular people. But that is not true! All of our external garments,
physical bodies, and objects surrounding us in this world are expressions of
desire. There is nothing but desire, which creates all these clothings for
itself.
Therefore,
without being aware of it, we determine our entire lives with our desires,
including what state we will enter in the next moment and how we will
experience this reality! Whether we want it or not, we are all always praying,
or asking for some kind of fulfillment for
our desire. We do it completely unconsciously. I don't have to pray for someone
or something intentionally. Desire comprises our entire inner essence, and my
sensation that I lack something is called prayer.
We want
something at every moment. That is how we influence reality, which contains
nothing but desire and the force of desire. This means that at every moment I
want something and I pray for it. Our desires connect with one another and control
the entire universe, continually producing new pictures and new states for us.
We build
this world with our prayers! Therefore, the only thing we need is to change our
requests, despite the desire of our heart. Then we will reveal a new world
because the whole world is the sensation inside my desire.
The
science of Kabbalah is named after the word "Kabbalah," reception,
because it talks about what you will receive the next moment. Only you
determine what the next moment will be, what you will receive and feel in it.
Will you be able to change your vision of the world, directing your desire in
the necessary direction (which is called prayer)? If you change your prayer so
that instead of desiring what you desire now, you desire the right thing, then
you will change the entire picture of the world and all of reality.
-from the 1st part of the Daily
Kabbalah Lesson 7/12/10
The Prayer Of The Stony Heart
Everyone
knows what prayer is. It exists in all the religions and cultures. People turn to each other with
prayer begging for something. Prayer can be directed at people or at the Upper
Force (however a person imagines it).
Prayer
contains great power because when a person feels that he is in a dead-end
situation, a true prayer for help bursts forth by itself. This is a natural
reaction that we call prayer, a plea, or a cry. There is also a prayer of
gratitude that pours out of the heart. This action awakens enormous inner
reserves of a person and brings about healing, the ability to overcome
obstacles that seem insurmountable.
However,
in Kabbalah, "prayer" is not just any plea, but a request for
correction, for attaining the goal of creation. Prior to our fall from the
sensation of the Creator, we did not have prayer books because people felt the
Creator and every person turned to Him from the heart, according to the verse, "A
person's soul teaches him." Everyone knew what he needed to discern and
what he needed to do in order to come closer to the goal, to unite with the
Creator and attain equivalence of form with Him.
This was
the case before the destruction of the Temple because the entire nation lived
in the higher sensation and felt what needed to be asked. The sensation in
people's hearts was essentially the prayer. People lived by the principle, "Whatever
one feels in one's heart is what one speaks."
People
felt in their hearts an aspiration for bestowal, love for the neighbor, love
for the Creator, and equivalence with Him. This was felt by the heart and
therefore words were not needed. Expressing this verbally is often done for us
in order to hear ourselves and to understand what our heart feels.
This was a
time when we were in a corrected state. Then the Temple was destroyed, in our
hearts, due to the general fall of people from "love for the neighbor"
to "unfounded hatred for one another." Thus, we stopped being similar
to the Creator and lost equivalence of form with Him. Therefore, he disappeared
from our sensation, and we started asking on behalf of our egos instead of our
own correction!
We ask for
things that are requested by the new desire that has taken over us, our egoism.
And what can egoism possibly want? It wants to feel good and for others to feel
bad, since then it will feel even better compared to them!
That is
how our new heart, "the stony heart," operates. Obviously, we don't
attain the true prayer until we correct our desires. But on the other hand, we
still have to know what the true prayer has to be in order to understand it at
least with our mind, if not with the heart, and to advance in this direction by
correcting our qualities.
That is
why Kabbalists composed a prayer book for us: so we would know what to ask for.
-from the 1st part of the Daily
Kabbalah Lesson 7/12/10